i finished it today. reading the alchemist. in the backyard of this house i live in. under the sun. oh, how really i wanted to read in the garden, under the sun, relaxed with comfort. and i did it today. finally. and it was great. i mean, the book is great. not few of books really fascinate me really. the explanation perhaps is either too few books i read or I'm too picky to read. only few.  i can count with fingers books that are really driving me.

but the alchemist. "when you really desire something, all the universe conspires to help you" is the message. one of the messages actually. dream, mystery of life, fate, maktub, omen, sign, desires, treasures of life, destiny, following the sound of your heart. with norah jones i'm listening to while writing this blog, i just feel melancholy. hmm.. it's between wanting something or deleting it on the list of memory. in a way, it's not such a complicated book but the messages are powerful. it gonna be on my reading list.

feeling melancholy. all of sudden, looking back and i am thinking again the meaning of 'keep in faith', 'being loyal' 'committed'. all of sudden, i am aware that months can change something, someone. the problem is i can't do that and it takes time to really get it. and norah jones stops singing. it might be time now for going to sleep as this morning i have to go to campus early. anyway, life is wonderful and can't be more grateful than what it is now..