For how long can I resist?

For how long will my mind wander?

For how long am I able to refuse these absurdity?

For how long will I be able to connect the dots and survived?

This might be another question in life...

Another second or third or fourth or fifth or so on..

Another questions on my head

Another turbulence

Another fierce walls to climb on..

As for now I am deep down on drawing the direction

Either turn left or turn right

Straight true or return to base

As the 'man' who suppose to assist but against me

As the power is used for the sake of annoying psycho reasons

As it never could be explained well

another dark tunnel with blur direction though...

Being free from here might be worthy after all...